Please no.

Stella has been getting more and more difficult around eating again and I am starting to freak out about it. She is starting to refuse the bottle more and more. She doesn't want to eat upon waking up after sleeping for 10 to 11 hours. We now wait an hour after she wakes up, and… Continue reading Please no.

Tube-free Stella: Day 3

Stella is aptly named. Today we received an effusive outpouring of support. From a stranger with whom we'd never spoken but who'd seen Stella with the tube and couldn't stop gushing about how happy she was to see her without it. From two shop clerks whose eyes brightened at the sight of her tube-free face.… Continue reading Tube-free Stella: Day 3

The stubborn determination of hope

Good news. Stella is back to taking in about half of her daily calories from the bottle, just as she did before the recent regression. However. My feeling is that the tube is preventing her from recovering completely. I believe that it exacerbates her reflux and makes swallowing more difficult. I found and paid for two medical… Continue reading The stubborn determination of hope

Lucky 14?

It's great that my appetite is back. Because I have some words to eat. In my last post, regarding Friday's doctor appointment and weigh-in, I stated, "I’m certain that she won’t have gained the ounce per day that the doctor would prefer to see." Over the two previous weeks, she'd gained ten ounces total, or five ounces a week. So I… Continue reading Lucky 14?